Saturday, December 16, 2017

Soaking

"Into" Rebecca Nurse House, Danvers, Mass



Soaking

While I slept the beans re-
made themselves in the water
in the crock they reached
behind the hull and inside it
and under it to shake the sleeping
green awake.  Each little dried kidney
was a stone poured: one
cup one cup into the pot, last
summers: yellow eyes or pea
or Kings of the Early or Jacobs
Cattle wall those possible Elijah’s
sunk beneath the almost
clean town water (and I remember: there was
                                a man who
                                down the road
                                from us threw out
                                his dead dairy cows
                                and left them
                                spent maybe a gurgle
                                or two in their lungs
                                drug there by
                                the bucket loader slung
                                into his pit of fish his
                                scheme to sell it
                                back to the small fry
                                farmers who
                                couldn’t afford
                                commercial fertilizer
                                almost dry and the reek’s
                                worse than shit and some-
                                times because of the leak
                                in the liner of his great
                                pits and after a heavy
                                rain it would seep
                                and sink down into the ground
                                water it would make its way
                                to our faucet to our tea

to our soaking Saturday night
beans put under every Friday
night so long long into the dark
their dry selves could shake off
the rehabilitation the temperance
and shrug and struggle
swell again in all that (some-
times) tainted water.
While I slept the beans
remade themselves they split open
like a head coming down hard
on that last stair, having taken
the fall with the rest of the
body, the foot missing
the second step thinking it’s
it’s, it’s what?  Friday night? 
That forgetting the soak means
no Saturday night beans?  Beans
baked with what sugar we could
scrounge, what water we’d set
to rest before pouring slow so the brown
went to the bottom, and stayed there.

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