Wednesday, January 17, 2018

This January Day 2018




This January Day 2018

Rain.

Rain and nearly
60 degrees          !!!  when
a week ago it was thirteen below zero
and now there are late April
pools on the blond lawn
and mud.   A friend
of mine

who died
the day after Christmas
who was                              was?
                          is
inside a vault
of ash
is being asked
to wait until spring to get back
               
                                no, that’s not how
                                I want to
                                say it

the ground’s been
rock solid since before Thanksgiving
and now this
freakish sauna
has opened the mouth
of the cemetery with a moan.  He could  go
and not have
to wait till
May

everything's completely
bare
where last Saturday into Sunday
into Monday
it was 30 plus
inches of snow

What’s becoming
of us?  What
are we

supposed to rely on
(not any more that staunch man)
and the / or the
come Sunday there’ll be a drastic change in the weather

what?

???

I can’t even wrap
my hand around
myself

or grasp
his

or
even know what to reach
for in the dark morning
before I take
the kids to school:
                                                wool and a shovel?
                                                rubber boots and an umbrella?

And a grave (what?
)
yet
to be dug...


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